Obsessed with Weddings.

Do you have a Pinterest? Well, if you do, you'll know that Pinterest is comprised of ideas, whether for crafts, outfits, or recipes.
I have a love/hate relationship with one of the tags on Pinterest. The wedding tag.

It's EVIL yet SO addicting.

I can spend hours just looking at all the wonderful pins, most of which I have already seen.
I have so many weddings planned in my head just from the 600+ repins that I have on that one single board.  And you know what, I am so scared that I won't be able to use any of the ideas for me.

I just got finished doing Maid of Honor duties for my best friend last week.  It was a beautiful wedding and reception, and I know that they are so very happy with each other.  But I honestly don't think that'll happen for me.

I've always been the girl who never had a boy chase her, like her, have a crush on, whatever. {Well, I did have a creeper, but I don't count that because, well obviously, he was a creeper.} Anyways, I feel like that part of my soul is, like, empty.

pssh. I know I'm overacting, like usual. But even though I say it all the time, I don't want to be a crazy, lonely cat lady in the future.


oh, but weddings really do make me happy!