Well, this is a hard one.
I think the thing I regret the most is acting in ways that has caused me to lose my friends.
Everyone always thinks I'm super sweet and I'm just nice and quiet, but what they don't know, is that when I get mad, I get MAD, or if I'm super frustrated at someone, I will basically drop everything that has to do with that person for a time while I try to get my head back on.
But, when I do get that mad and frustrated, most people see me in a new light, a light that they can't seem to shake. And what do they do? They will always associate me with being some mean girl that isn't worth their time because I am just not the person they thought I was.
And that's what I regret. I regret that those people can't seem to comprehend that we all have layers within our personalities, and sometimes that probing around those emotions, it can get ugly.
I regret that I, although I've tried, am not able to convince those people that sometimes crap happens, and we all need to be the bigger person.
I regret that I have blown up on people, but it's been a learning experience that I greatly have needed.
I regret that I can't put myself before others, but then the one time I do, it blows up in my face.
Basically, high school drama never ends, even when we thought it has, we just need to learn how to deal with it, and to be the bigger, better person.
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